... are made of." - Paolo & Isabella (ROFL AKA LAMO HILARY DUFF TEENSTER MOVIE back in the days when I was completely in love with her. Haha, I will rewatch that movie some day. I need to live like a 13 year old for a few hours some time...)

I'm so glad I've got comments turned off, because I'm starting this post without ANY idea on what I'm going to talk about. See, the sentence is confusing already.

I think this post will be completely random, and will be driven off tangent multiple times. Hope you enjoy.

Okay. Reading.

Have you ever read something that's changed your life? Or seen something that has? I don't think I ever had. I've never really felt that COMPLETE revelation. The ultimate realisation of life... you know? Like, Buddha.

Anyways, I think I've seen random things from time to time. And together, somehow, sometime, they have changed me. LOL I just realised... that this happens to everyone. It's called growing up. Sorry, I thought I was into something quite epic - that was failure.

Okay, whatever.

You may have read on earmuffed that in the holidays, Theresa, a manslave (who I don't know would mind being named or not, yet, so I'd keep him anonymous for the time being...) and I went to the city and watched Coco Avant Chanel.

Honestly? It was a nice film. But it didn't change me as I expected it would. It did, but not that much. Theresa mentioned it's changed her though, so I guess I'm just a freak, then.

Reading "The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas" changed my life. It's becoming one of my favourite books ever. That's probably because my book count is like, you know, two - but... shut up! It was really good, sad but good. It was predictable, but unpredictable at the same time. How? Well, I'd need to ruin the book for you a bit, so that's not good. For those who haven't had the chance, I encourage you make that chance happen soon! It's awesome. And the book is so short, so, it's not like one of those things people con you into and its long and you feel bad for giving up half way but its bloody long! I've come to appreciate how simple it is. I'm really loving the short sentences, and vow to write in similarly short proses. As you can see, it is failing miserably. But anyways, the book is shorter to read than the movie takes to watch. And honestly, I didn't like the movie - Jess and Jenny N says it epic and awesome. But I'm a freak, as always.

And before that, I finished "Fight Club" and that's also the second on my (completely out of order) favourite books mental list. It's brought up a very good point. What if you live the rest of your life without achieving the enlightenment? Like, some people are completely content with having an office job their entire life. That's fine. But what if you're not compeltely content but just ... have not realised it yet, or never will? Isn't that kind of sad? Yes, a bit.

That brings me to my next point. What if you live your entire life and don't get the chance to read or see the stuff that was supposed to change your life for... ever?

Like, what if... God or whoever it is intended you to come across something completely epic in your life at point X. But you're only at point B, and you make a stupid move and fall off a cliff and die?

This is why, I think, now I'm going to try to be a lot more careful with myself. You know, avoid cliffs and whatnot. Because I don't think I've found that one thing that was meant to change my life yet. Or at least, not all the scattered parts of it.

"We accept the love we think we deserve." - The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I thought this was a Postsecret quote, but it was taken from this book, it seems.

Haha, that was compeltely random - a diarrhea of some sort of my mental brainworks, which hardly exists but only for the exceptional occasions as this time, when nothing it produces makes sense. Sorry, guys.